Numb.

I feel empty like a blank canvas; alone, like a whale. I cry out into the ocean, and nobody hears me, nobody sees my tears. Numb, like a palliative care patient, like a dental visit: by the disassociation from painful emotion. I feel stressed, and I feel unworthy of society: my autism, and my ADHD afflict me. Alone I lie on my bed, eyes pointed toward the sky: staring, bleak; numb.

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