When I feel threatened I close up; I'm actually not that different to a small animal, except that I am definitely not small. My walls go up, and my forcefield is engaged. Away, away, pushing away; reflexively I push. I push to protect, I push to protect my belly, where my organs live. My heart … Continue reading D the A (Dylan the Armadillo)
We Humans are plagued with awareness of self and future. Self-awareness, of our insufficiencies, particularly. An awareness of what is to come, or what is to never reach us... what will never come forth into being. Trepidation and anxiety, served to all Humans on a silver platter; an omnipotent and timeless feast. A feast that … Continue reading The Hollow Reverberation.
Remember the time, remember the first, the first time you felt; turbulent energy, dancing like fire, dancing around inside you, emitting a warm glow. The feeling of instability, you know the one? The voice that whispers words of uncertainty, the sounds that provoke the feeling like you're lost in the woods without a flame, walking … Continue reading The unknown.
Have you ever felt unworthy, like your value is zero? Have you ever been left feeling inadequate upon observing someone who is absolutely killing it? It's as if a light has been shone directly on your insufficiencies. Me too. And it seems that no matter how hard I run from laziness, the omnipresent dark shadow … Continue reading Unworthy.
Receiving feedback is difficult; no matter how it's delivered. Feedback reveals to us our fallibility, our tenderness, it casts a spotlight upon our errors., and this hurts. It hurts because we immediately become self-conscious, and the light of admiration under which we place ourselves, dims slightly. We realise that we weren't shining as bright as … Continue reading Receiving feedback.
You do not respawn. When you die, there is no more life; your only chance is gone. Don't get to your death bed filled with regret. Seize the day, manifest your dreams... what are you waiting for? Why do you not create the life that you desire; are you scared? Why are you scared, you … Continue reading You are powerful.
The hole within, the chasm... you know the one? The one that whispers in your ear on a cold winter night "you're not whole, there is something amiss". There is something amiss, something that's slightly ajar; you've bumped the furniture and now a hole has appeared beneath it; the floor boards are full of holes, … Continue reading event horizon.