What do you want? A simple question, or so it seems; but how often have you silently sat, and pondered what it truly is that you desire? Do you know, well, shit, I don't even know; how can one even know? Well, it seems that in life we use one thing as a reference to … Continue reading What do you want?
I've been toxic lately. I'm not trying to, or going to excuse my behaviour. I was wrong, I feel guilty and I feel painfully self aware of my own toxic tendencies. I have to forgive myself though, because I know this is just the external manifestation of internal pain. Still, no excuse for my behaviour; … Continue reading My Confession.
I want a gangsta bitch, like ride with me til' I die 'ish, yo Like total emotionally vulnerability, like real a healthy dynamic Low-key glances and inside jokes, one glance and you'll drop a Double gauge humour on the play, rolling around the floor like ev-ery-day Corny love poems cross compton, like when I get … Continue reading love x gangsta rap
I have Autism, I have ADHD, and as such I have anxiety. When I was younger, a child, a teen, my anxiety sat at extreme levels and I really struggled to cope with everyday things. This biological predisposition to anxiety was accentuated by my childhood experience. I grew up in low socioeconomic conditions without a … Continue reading Musings.
It's self evident that nobody is perfect, right? It's self evident that I shouldn't expect myself to be either, no? So, why do I expect myself to be; why do I feel like I've taken an arrow when it comes to consciousness that I've erred? I must release myself from the toxic grip of perfectionism. … Continue reading Early morning thoughts.
Trauma is stored in the body; past tensions living in the present, held in our fascia, in our muscles and in all surrounding tissue. To heal we must heal both body and mind because everything is connected. The stresses of daily life held in our shoulders, increasing the tension within our bodies, increase the tension … Continue reading Healing Trauma
For far too long Humans have reigned supreme; for too long have we acted with impunity. There is no force stronger than mother nature, and we have disrespected her for too long, and now, now she is reclaiming back what's her. Unless we act now unless we reduce carbon emissions to zero, extreme weather events … Continue reading mother nature.
Here is an audio recording of me speaking on my thoughts of the contrast between eating an orange, and life. Enjoy. https://soundcloud.com/yilmazdylan/orange-juice-philosophy-mp3
Tonight, I interviewed 'John' in regards to his homelessness. Here is the interview. https://soundcloud.com/yilmazdylan/john-homeless-interview