When I feel threatened I close up; I'm actually not that different to a small animal, except that I am definitely not small. My walls go up, and my forcefield is engaged. Away, away, pushing away; reflexively I push. I push to protect, I push to protect my belly, where my organs live. My heart … Continue reading D the A (Dylan the Armadillo)
We Humans are plagued with awareness of self and future. Self-awareness, of our insufficiencies, particularly. An awareness of what is to come, or what is to never reach us... what will never come forth into being. Trepidation and anxiety, served to all Humans on a silver platter; an omnipotent and timeless feast. A feast that … Continue reading The Hollow Reverberation.
Remember the time, remember the first, the first time you felt; turbulent energy, dancing like fire, dancing around inside you, emitting a warm glow. The feeling of instability, you know the one? The voice that whispers words of uncertainty, the sounds that provoke the feeling like you're lost in the woods without a flame, walking … Continue reading The unknown.
Have you ever felt unworthy, like your value is zero? Have you ever been left feeling inadequate upon observing someone who is absolutely killing it? It's as if a light has been shone directly on your insufficiencies. Me too. And it seems that no matter how hard I run from laziness, the omnipresent dark shadow … Continue reading Unworthy.
The hole within, the chasm... you know the one? The one that whispers in your ear on a cold winter night "you're not whole, there is something amiss". There is something amiss, something that's slightly ajar; you've bumped the furniture and now a hole has appeared beneath it; the floor boards are full of holes, … Continue reading event horizon.
Within me exists a void, a void pushing two lovely peaks further apart. New life is born, new space has emerged; a nervous feeling twirls sticks of fire adjacent to my heart. Warning signs that guarded my heart have eroded, I'm vulnerable, and I am Human... soft, my belly is exposed. Arrows pierce my soul, … Continue reading lost.
Energy in motion, movement, vibration; magnetism, North, south, force, compels, Limbo, discomfort, uncertainty, Press, pull, lift, Spin, touch, kiss.