Have you ever felt unworthy, like your value is zero? Have you ever been left feeling inadequate upon observing someone who is absolutely killing it? It's as if a light has been shone directly on your insufficiencies. Me too. And it seems that no matter how hard I run from laziness, the omnipresent dark shadow … Continue reading Unworthy.
The hole within, the chasm... you know the one? The one that whispers in your ear on a cold winter night "you're not whole, there is something amiss". There is something amiss, something that's slightly ajar; you've bumped the furniture and now a hole has appeared beneath it; the floor boards are full of holes, … Continue reading event horizon.
Do you know of the inescapable salmon? You know the one that gets laid horizontally across your face? The metaphorical Salmon; a rude awakening. Hurts every time.
Life is like sand through the fingers; the more you try and hold on, the more it slips away from you. Curious how we Humans seem to take forever to learn a lesson, and only after enduring the pain of being do we begin to learn. It seems as if it's impossible to hold onto … Continue reading Sand.
Once I was obsessed with movement, in the truest sense; my mind danced the cha-cha with dreams of success. Tense, pent up energy, manifesting as movement, moving around, searching for something outside of myself to soothe the existential dread. I believed that I was not enough, and to become enough I must become successful, for then, I … Continue reading The life simplified.