Being away from her is agony; my love for her is all encompassing. Her eyes, her smile... her laugh - oh, the beauty, oh the joy! She is an angel sent from outer-space to hold me and kiss my face. Everyone else pales in comparison to the beauty that she holds: not just visually, but … Continue reading A dumb love confession.
The night is hot and I can't sleep. Acceptance of the impending fatigue - it must the embraced, and so I get in my car. Engine purring, I just start to drive with no destination in mind, I just drive. And yet, I end up on your street; I don't know why, I wasn't going … Continue reading Number 8 N_______
I miss my Sarah, the way she glows after Yoga, the beautiful depths I see in her eyes - oh, my Sarah. You are an angel, your mind is plastic and your outfits fantastic. The sun behind your curly blonde brown hair, what a sight to behold. I want to swim in your waters, the … Continue reading This ones just for me.
I am chaos embodied, I know not the rhythm of stability. All of my life, chaos around me; an inability to organise my thoughts. Movement with breath, a bulwark against the storm. And yet, I do not know what I want... A turbulent path is left in my wake. Broken hearts, storm clouds and rain, … Continue reading Chaos embodied
Uncertainly certain that something was amiss, certainly certain that I was remiss; set your house in order and you too can feel bliss. Stand up straight with your shoulders back, and clean up your room. Tend to that which you have neglected, and shine a light on the dark corners of your being and illuminate … Continue reading Positive Resonance.
The world ways heavy on my shoulders. All the pieces can be perfectly placed, and still the world weighs heavy; weighs-less sometimes, but sometimes the weight is more than can be upheld, more than I can carry alone. A weight to be carried alone or at least it feels this way; friends and family are … Continue reading
The rhythm of life, the inhalation and exhalation of all things permeates all. The sun, the moon, and the tides, too; life and death, waking up and then being laid to rest. Relations between us, the intimacy that we share, that we shared. Intimacy; closeness: emotionally, physically, mentally. Intimacy waxes and wanes as if life … Continue reading Intimacy.
Life is restless. We fidget, move and yearn for activity, for stimulation beyond right now... beyond the enveloping sensation of the present moment. There is something to be said about taking the necessary repeatable steps of self-care, introspection, financial stability... However, after that, what else is there? Yes, you may pursue a noble goal and … Continue reading There is nothing beyond what you require; you need not more than is sufficient.
What is the perfect partner... is there such a thing... would I even know if she was placed perfectly in front of me? How am I supposed to feel, what are the signs, what should I look for? I want to feel stimulated and mentally involved; I want conversations to arise out of the banalities … Continue reading Tentative, uncertain, doubts; love.
And with courageous bravery the hero steps outside the protective armour; outside the city walls, In a new city, only 10 months ago, and yet I continue to lay my roots. Each connection worth its weight in gold, and yet, I still chose to fold. Cannot be friends, is what she did say; I understood. … Continue reading Changes