I feel damaged despite the healing that I've done. I feel insecure in romantic relationships, they trigger a nervous system response which makes me feel unsafe in relationship. I was abandoned multiple times before I was a teenager, by my mother, by my father, and by foster families. I was emotionally neglected as a child … Continue reading Attachment trauma.
It seems obvious that people should be held accountable for their actions: a murderer, rapist, and thief, for example. However, we encounter nebulous territory when we begin to speak about disadvantage and poverty; we do not easily lay judgement on those who have been given disadvantaged and difficult beginnings, most of the time. However, this … Continue reading Should people be held accountable for their actions? An alternate perspective on first-world poverty.
Blind spots, we all have them. Visually, mentally, relationally - we are afflicted. We can believe with certainty that our reality is so, but our blind spots make it possible for this reality to simultaneously not be so. It pains me to know that there is always something that I'm missing. I continuously feel that … Continue reading Blind spots.
I have Autism, I have ADHD, and as such I have anxiety. When I was younger, a child, a teen, my anxiety sat at extreme levels and I really struggled to cope with everyday things. This biological predisposition to anxiety was accentuated by my childhood experience. I grew up in low socioeconomic conditions without a … Continue reading Musings.
DO IT! Your mind grips and pulls you violently toward it. What is it? It's awesome, it's always awesome. The best part? You never know what is gonna happen next... Pure excitement, refined to a salt ready to snort. Endless! Endless stimulation. It never stops. It's so fun, it's SO FUN But wait, what happens … Continue reading The IMPULSE.