Alone in my dark room so I lay, covered in blankets hoping for the dawn of a new day. Always teetering near the edge, I wonder how it is that I haven't slipped off yet. Empty inside, I'm barely alive. My life is a strategic effort to stave off the darkness, to keep the pain … Continue reading Heart of stone
I feel empty like a blank canvas; alone, like a whale. I cry out into the ocean, and nobody hears me, nobody sees my tears. Numb, like a palliative care patient, like a dental visit: by the disassociation from painful emotion. I feel stressed, and I feel unworthy of society: my autism, and my ADHD … Continue reading Numb.
I'm feeling the low grade depression; the corona got me unravelling, The future is bleak - economic depression, Socioeconomic suffering hidden from the public eye, It's crazy that the abstract concept of an economy can afflict, So much damage in reality, People out of work - locked up inside, For the best - I guess, … Continue reading 2020 – helluva’ year.